Death In Family, How I'm Feelingposted Jan 24th 2005, 7:01AM
Mood: Blank
Music: Enya
By the title, yes, just yesterday, my one aunt died from cancer. It just seems like everyone in my family like keeps dying from cancer. I hate that whenever I'm close to someone, a relative or a friend, that they always end up dying on me or leaving me stranded and not giving a flying fuck about me or about how it makes me feel.
Ugh, sometimes I wonder why I keep on even trying anymore. So very, very close to just giving up on everything and everyone. Just don't know how to keep dealing with death's in the family or death of friends or just everyone and anyone just fucking leaving me and stranding me on my own to deal with all this fucked up shit. Too hard to keep trying, too hard to keep doing anything anymore.
Anyhoo, guess I will just end this for this time and sorry for the swearing and sorry if no one feelings like reading this entry let alone replying to it.
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